No, No, You're Still Holding On. LET GO!

Kylo Ren might be onto something. Sometimes I need to move on. Sometimes it's for the better. I just don't know if that is where I need to go from here. Or is my hesitation because of what Kylo is saying, that I'm still holding on.

I have thoughts and wants and desires. Nothing terribly serious, but just a yearn for something that I used to have. Like the song says, I "didn't have to cut [them] off". And now that I've done that, they're just "somebody that I used to know".

Is this a ship I need to have burned? As a big for KING & COUNTRY fan, do I listen to their song and their lyrics of burning the ships and to not look back? To step into a new day? To rise up from the dust and walk away? But if so, I'm not really sure if that's a heartache I can dance upon. That's a heartache that is going to take a long long long time to heal.

I'm holding on to what? I'm holding on for what? Is there something I'm not learning? Is this clingy behavior?

If I move on, burn the ships, cut them off, walk away, let go, whatever or however you want to phrase it, then what? Who do I have to turn to? Who is even left that I've not soured their opinion of me?

Jesus is always there for me, but will I truly seek my satisfaction and hopes from? I know that with Jesus that is all that I will ever need. But as a human, I need to have something more, right? Isolation isn't the only thing that humans and mankind are destined for, right? Right? Someone tell me I'm right in this one question.