Knightfall

So it's all a reality. All of it.

My world's fallen apart, but there is hope for me yet.

My pain is here, but I'm on the road to healing.

My dreams of a wonderful future with who I still hope to be my special someone were crushed, but God has a plan. Not to say anything but I am hoping. If God so wills it, He will provide a way.

My future is uncertain, but it was uncertain before. Clarity is coming. Ideas are sprouting. There is a future, I just have to step forward. Even into darkness.

My time as a Liberty student have ended, but this doesn't have to be my end.

Perhaps of lesser importance, yet that also includes the conclusion of my role as the Liberty Batman. Do I rebrand to just become a Batman fan page? Do I initiate the Knightfall Protocol?

I am uncertain of where life goes, I am hopeful, I have a rock. A solid rock. A rock that I can always grasp ahold to. A friend who was here before, here now, and here in the future.

And no matter if there is more or not for us, I have my bestest of best friends. She's been incredible to me, and I wouldn't even be here now, writing this post because I would be crippled under the shame and guilt and the doubt in myself.

To my other great and best friends, you all have been awesome, and I hope that while my road at Liberty comes to an end, that it doesn't mean our journey together has to come to an end. I hope that we will all have more memories in person together. You all have been the best. Thanks for being phamily.

Onwards to my next step. To a job and learn to become more responsible. To running to a God who is eternal. To encountering a God who can change my heart and reveal my true desires with every encounter.